discussing life with jenn a couple days ago she said - "idk girly, i think you have me beat in the masochism department for realz"
masochism-noun- the tendency to derive pleasure, esp. sexual gratification from one's own pain or humiliation, the enjoyment of what appears to be painful or tiresome: isn't their some kind of masochism involved in taking on this kind of project?
than i was talking to Britney and i said i hate when people are up my ass about anything esp. giving me attention, & i dunno maybe i liked being ignored if that sounds odd? she told me it wasn't.. that i like my breathing space
it's great to know that someone cares... but i am okay doing things by myself and for myself, but having company is always good.
i wish i could have come to this self-actualization sooner..
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